Jacob will officially be 4 days old at 10:07am this morning. I am at work. But, it feels like I'm betraying him, somehow. I understand that I have to be here so that we can have the income to be able to provide for him and to keep us going while we help him fight. Still, it feels like I should be able to do both, work and be there for him at all times. Unrealistic, I know, but where the affairs of the heart enter, logic generally doesn't linger. And, no matter how much I remind myself that logically it can't be that way, my heart insists that there MUST be a way.
But, at least his mama can be with him while I am here. And, I know that she will keep me updated and will let me know immediately if I am needed up there.
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Mr. Essary,
ReplyDeleteEven though you are away, and even though Jacob is just a baby, Im sure he understands why you must leave at the times you do.. If you were to leave class or not be there we would understand too. I know that your family knows that you must be at work at times, and your not betraying them, or us.
Your student,
*Victoria*
Ps...My family is praying for you, your family, and your son.